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13 November 2008 @ 12:16 am
please tell me what you're on about  
boy i sure do like to pretend i'm a grown-up with a level head and all, but i can still fall into petty bickering so quickly. man. it's embarrassing. it's embarrassing how easily i can snap sometimes, how i can be put on edge by silly things and silly people. it's easy to be resentful when someone hates you in such an all-consuming way and it's easy to feel justified for being a bitch when they say shitty things to you. but this is pointless. it's not even arguing, it's just trying to be hurtful to each other and dang, how stupid is that? that is not the kind of person i want to be. so, i'm done. you can still comment if you want, i'm not going to stop you from saying whatever you want to say, but i won't turn it back around on you anymore. i'm tired of this resentment, so i'm letting it go, and maybe one day you'll actually confront me to my face, but feel free to flame me here in the meantime. also feel free to tell me what makes me such a hate-worthy person because i really am rather curious. i know i've done plenty of shitty things but i don't know what i did to you.
Current Mood: depresseddisgusted
Current Music: 3 pill morning
(Anonymous) on November 13th, 2008 04:45 pm (UTC)
Because you task me. You task me. 'Round the moons of Nibia, I chuckle at thee. 'Round the corpulent clouds, I chuckle more at thee. Revenge is a dish best served with pinto beans and muffins! Kirk, old friend, I... Oh!

(Anonymous) on November 13th, 2008 08:52 pm (UTC)
The override... THE OVERRIDE!!!
God I love that movie... "They put creatures in our ears to control our minds!"